June 2012
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Alcohol.
Whoever invented alcohol needs to die. It’s never a good thing. I just makes me sad and depressed and no one else understands because they’re all drunk too but it affects them differently. It’s even worse right now because i’m in a house on my own. I want my Charlie. I want my mum. I just want someone to talk to. Someone to be with.
Jun 3rd
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Jun 2nd
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Jun 2nd
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To Stephen King.
My Dearest Stephen King, Please will you stop killing all of my favourite characters. One day you will take it so far that i might have to stop reading your books, lol no that will never happen, but i’ll definately boycott reading them for a short while…a day maybe.  Yours faithfully, Helen Plenderleith.
Jun 2nd
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May 2012
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May 31st
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May 31st
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May 31st
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May 31st
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May 31st
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May 29th
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May 29th
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May 29th
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28-05-2012
It’s terrifying that sometimes the thought of art makes me feel angry and sick. The thing i loved the most is starting to be heartbreaking. I’m starting to think that painting might not be right for me. I lied. I’ve actually been thinking that for ages, i’m just finally saying it out loud. Oh God. What am i meant to do now?
May 28th
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May 28th
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26-05-2012
Nearly died looking at Iron Fist shoes today.
May 26th
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May 24th
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May 23rd
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May 22nd
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May 21st
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May 20th
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May 16th
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May 16th
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May 14th
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Because i'm always leaning towards pessimism these...
i’ve decided to make a list of things i love. Opening my window when it’s freezing outside and curling up in bed. Reading. The feeling of a hot shower or bath when my body is tired and achey. My Charlie. Watching a photo develop in the darkroom. Painting something i’m really happy with. Watching other people paint. My family. Walking. The feeling of waking up after...
May 12th
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May 12th
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May 12th
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May 12th
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“They’ve promised us that dreams come true - but forgot that nightmares are...”
– Oscar Wilde (via weepling)
May 12th
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May 12th
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12-05-2012
Feeling like nothing i do is the right thing.
May 12th
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May 10th
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May 9th
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May 9th
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May 7th
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May 6th
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May 6th
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May 6th
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May 6th
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May 5th
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walkingthedogs replied to your post: 04-05-2012 I will miss them too - I hope you carry on painting portraits I definately plan to! :)
May 5th
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May 5th
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04-05-2012
I’m really going to miss my Long Pose Portrait classes. Mainly because the guy i painted, Grant, looks like my friend Mouse who reminds me of home. Grant made me feel at home :).
May 4th
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gideonparanoid replied to your photo: Abstract landscape final piece. Today was the… I really like this. Thanks! I think it’s going to be a bit different once it’s completely dry.
May 4th
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May 4th
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May 4th
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May 2nd
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April 2012
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Apr 30th
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Apr 30th
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This isn't fair.
I’ve changed my mind. I don’t want to spend my life waiting.
Apr 29th
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Apr 29th
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